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Ibu....kau lah segalanya...kaulah mataku bila ku kecil. Kaulah penawarku bila ku sakit. Kaulah senyumanku bila ku sedih. Kau lah jiwa ku di dalam hatiku. Aku telah banyak buat kesilapan terhapadmu tetapi aku tidak sedar. Hatiku yang buta. Kerap kali aku melawan kata kata nasihat dari seorang naluri ibu. Ada masa, aku tidak tahu mengapakah ada perselisihan faham antara aku dan ibu. Walaubagaimanapun, kasih sayang dan taat hormat tidak akan lari dari darah daging yang sama.

Aku yang berdegil tidak mahu mengikut kata ibu terutama sekali dalam soal cinta. Oleh kerana itu, banyak perkara telahpun aku lakukan dan rasa bersalah dan juga kesal. Baru aku sedar dialah yang lebih berpengetahuan dari padaku. Dialah yang membina cinta dan kasih sayang untuk ku. Bila aku dalam kegelapan, dialah matahriku yang menyinari hidupku. Bila aku kesempitan, dialah yang memberi ruang untuk luaskan kesempitanku. Bila aku masih hidup, dialah syurgaku di dunia fana ku.

Tanpamu, tiadanya kehadiranku. Sedekat mana antara kuku dan jari, tidak sedekat kasih sayangmu untuk ku. Sedalam mana laut yang diselami, tidak sedalam kebahagiaanmu yang menenggelami hidupku. Seharum mana bunga berseri, tidak seharum nafasmu yang menyembuh untukku. Doa berkat dari anakmu tidak lepas dan tertinggal untukmu walau dengan tangan yang kosong ini. Doa hajat untuk anakmu demi kebaikan dan keberkatanmu tidak pernah cuai dan lalai. Mulut ku tidak akan rasa penat dan letih untuk selalu menyeruh nama mu. Tanganku tidak akak henti untuk membelai rambutmu. Hidupku tidak akan menyesal untuk mencapai hasratmu.....Oleh itu...aku ingin mengucapkan...

SELAMAT HARI IBU KANDUNGKU YANG LEBIH DARI TERSAYANG

Tapak kakimu adalah syurgaku
Hatimu adalah hidupku
Nafasmu adalah nafas ku
Kebahagiaanmu berseri dalam diriku

Life is waves of an ocean and destination of climbing mountains. Every ups and downs i have gone through before, it gain me experience and taught me many things in my life. Well, this year, many of the downs existed in me. However, there were still the ups that pull me up to stand like a man once again. Obstacles and Boundaries always exist in life. Its purpose is to kill life. However, u, yourself can overcome it and make it live. How to do it? Well, i don't know the answer because only u knows your own answer, as it is your life. Thus, save your life, love your life and LIVE your LIFE....

What is happiness to me...Happiness is to make someone happy regardless of how down i am, how sad i am and how lost i am. By cheering them up, they will feel much better. When they have finally achieved my happiness, I will feel happy too....much much happier...But sometimes, when i failed to make them happy, i will feel bad..very very bad...I don't know why i feel that so....but i still got to pull myself up and nothing else matters....

Have u ever feel sad out of a sudden even when u feel happy. Well, 2 probability is that,1) u don't seems to be happy for your very own happiness. 2) Out of a sudden, you just remember your sad moment because of anything that reminds you.

Any ways to prevent this major problems? I have my own answer but do you have yours?
My answers are:

1) Always think for the future and never think from the history.
2) When somethings remind you of ur sad moment, tell yourself that there is no reason for you to be sad...Thus, make a smile and always think that somethings are much better than that somethings that saddens you.
3) Remember to treasure your happy moment.
4) Change ur sad moment a.s.a.p to happy moment by doing something u really love to do.
Lastly, Appreciate for who you are, ur happy moment...even ur sad moment...Thus, learn the good and forget the bad.

So what's ur answer???

To all my abgz....u all serving the nation.....I really miss u guys many many of the many from the words many and the meaning of many...U all really change to be more disiplined....Proud of all of u my abgz.....And to abg jazz.....sooo proud of u that u finally can enter poly but.......u gonna serve the nation soooo soon....huhuhu =(... Then when my time to serve the nation, u all start working or further studies...no time to see u all but i will find time no matter wat...proud of u all my abgz...

To Isz and family....I always pray that everytime u go back kampong or go anywhere...U all have a safe journey there and safe journey back to home sweet home...Insyallah... Allah s.w.t always there to protect u all from any obstacles, bad deeds from people and any bad incident...

May he save u all
May he bless u all
May u all get his cares
May u all get his blessed

Insyallah....Amin ya robbal a'lamin...

And off i go to continue chiong-ing my unfinished business...

I just realised that im lacking of something in my music (life). I have rhythm. I have tempo and i have melodies. Even my melodies is not melodic enough for me, i still have it. However, i lack one thing.......CHORDS....

Now i cant explain what is chords....Its lack in me....Without chords, melodies is useless. Without melodies, rhythm cant survive. Without rhythm, tempo is nothing. Every single words above is very important. Once one lack out, interlink will happen and.....Music is dead....arghhhhh noooooo...no no no no no no no no no no no no no no.

So what should i do....huhuhu (+_+)....
DO u know how i suddenly realise about chords?

Haha ok...story-telling time...

I can play drums, guitar, piano. I can play violin too but not that good. Now, im learning to play double bass. It represent the baseline chords....Then it start to wonder me...Im lacking of chords in my music....the only thing to do is to just wait till i find my own chords ok....(^_^)



Where Is My Chords (+_+)