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My old pal of mine called me up. Known as 'Amy'. He is a very good friend of mine...Never fails to make me laugh. HAHAHA...Yeah yeah...bla bla black sheep....Talking funny and lame stuff everytime we meet. It been years that we never contact and see each other but today is a random day for him to random call me up....

We talked about our life...exchanging stories...missed our great time with one another and our members...So, we talk for sometimes and laughed and laughed and laughed.... Until.....when he started to open a topic which i hate to hear...BGR...

I cant lie what lies in my life. Thus, i explained my story to him even its hurtful. He really cant understand why i broke up with my 2nd ex...He said...she is too kind for me and i am too good for her...but why did we break up...??? A question that cant be answered forever...I just cant do anything but to keep my talkative mouth shut. I tried my very best to change topic but i failed. He was really disappointed to hear that. I just cant do anything about this matter. Im just a normal guy. So, that was my replies eventhough it never answer his question but...as i said...a question that cant be answered.

Then, we talked about our old lost and found members. I am very glad to hear that all my members have finally found their own girls. But its kind of...sad...Among all my lost and found members, I am the 1st guy to have a girl yet i am the last guy to have a girl. Its not a universal statement but its a fact even it sounds complicated. Then, i was happy to hear that he finally found a girl in his life. I hope him and her stick together like a glue forever ever after.

Lastly, what he said just make me smile. She had found her dream guy. I just make a gentle smile and feel happy for her. I hope all the best in her life. May her dream guy take care of her very well.

Then, he made me remind our long lost promises. The last one to have a girl lose and must admit defeat. HAHA...whatever....bla bla black shit. To all my lost and found members...All the best in your life...treasure and cherish ur love... (^_^)



What he hears is what he never get...
What he never get is what he hears...
What he sees is what he never owns...
What he owns is what he never see...
What he feels is what he never want...
What he never want is what he feels...
What he hopes is what he never hopes...
What he never hopes...is what he hopes...

What to do...?
What to say...?
What to hope..?
What to dream?
What is love?
What is miss?
What is joy and laughter?
What is his life?

What is FIQ....