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... Is everything
... Is everything over
... Is everything over again???

Dear Taufiq...
U are very confused about ur life. Are there still hope for love? Is everything fine? Did u make mistakes that u never realise? Should u cry? Should u sigh? Should u lie? Thousands of questions are in ur mind. Must i continue to chase my dream? Must i continue to hope my goal? Must i? Must i? Must i? Answer me Taufiq. Dont you ever dare to ignore all this stupid feelings as i know ur heart and soul here is crying. Dont you dare pretend nothing happens as i know u cant forget ur forgotten. Dont u dare think that u are right because im here to prove u are wrong. Have u ever question urself instead of answers? Have u? Well...This three dots can represent anything. It can represent "it's the end". It can represent "A new beginning". I know half of you is telling "It's the end" while the other half is saying "it's not over".

U need to accept who you are at first. I know in love, u always lose. But do you always lose? Well I cant answer that but from what i know, u did lost. However, u did find someone better. But it seems that you are now losing. Am i right? Taufiq, i got a question for u. Do u still believe in love? I know that in u, love hurts and love kills. So for now what should u do? Should u take the risk or should u not and admit defeat. I cant do anything because im ur heart and soul...

Im here to help u out to either get rid of this and proceed with ur life. Taufiq, i love u so much. Im ur heart and im ur soul. Do think of me. Now u are doing an experiment which is hurting urself. Dont be stubborn. By doing this, u hurt me. But no matter what...I cant do anything...I am not u but im inside u...

Lastly...think of ur future. Dont repeat ur mistakes. Always pray and hope for the best. Never give up. And always cheer up which i know u cant for now.

From Taufiq