Wednesday, March 17, 2010 4:47 PM
Stupid msn virus...my cries, her tears..
My msn got virus!!! FUCK YOU STUPID VIRUS!!! Why am I soo stupid to get cheated by her!!! As in not her but her virus...I clicked the link and all the shit happened... Just one word to say...FUCK =)
The virus were spreading fast! KHIN MAY...UR BROTHER IS VERY SORRIE FOR THE VIRUS... HUHUHU....
I was down...I was really disappointed with the stupidity of me. Then I ignored the fucking idiotic virus and chat with her...Argh!!!
AUTO-SIGN OUT...She called my hp and she cried... I confront her but no point because i myself need to face the SHIT...Then, i told my kak about it. Hopefully she helped me but she made thing worst. She gonna tell my mum and scolded me with all such u-know-what languages...Ah...sad life...
At night II messaged me and give me hope and strength when Im down. I refused to listen to heart as my heart was hurt by that fucking shit. Then, I broke down and cried and so did she. My heart was cold and dominant to refuse listening to her words, full of courage, hopes and strengths. In the end, we ended our day by texting bye to each other. She slept as her heart lies in sorrow but i cant. My mind was in every directions. My heart was shattered every moment. I could not sleep.
As time passed by, her words touched my heart and cure it slowly. I realised I was at wrong. She was right afterall. Then, i smiled because i just cried for something that is not worth it to cry for..
SILLY ME...HEHE... I listed to her lullaby to accompany me and put me to sleep throughout the whole night that was full of tragedy. I messaged her
IM SORRIE. YOU ARE RIGHT Later morning we were back to normal...=)...
Everyone makes mistakes because no one is perfect. She forgave me...In fact, by quarreling with one another make the relationship closer =) And tomorrow im gonna meet my best buddie...HAFIZ to help me get rid of all the FUCKERS in my lappy and my msn...Can wait for tomorrow...
II..Happy camping..The moon shall be me and the stars shall be u..