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By the way I never blog quite a time because my stupid msn virus spoil my mood..and I have uninstall my msn then hafiz told me dont re-install till he said so. Haiz....

The new beginning. The new day. The new life. The new love. Its the beginning of my love to her. Even I am not ready to have a girlfriend, i can tell it is a healthy relation that we are forming. Don't be kpo and ask me why because i hate stalkers. I fucking hate them. At first we were strangers. On that night itself we developed our friendship. Later, we strengthened our friendship. Then, I developed a 'family' relationship with her happy family. And now, I am building a relationship with her.

Today, i sent her to school. I MISSED HER BADLY . Then we sat on our no more emo corner but lalaland corner...hehe...I made for her bread with butter and sprinkle of sugar. One of my favorite early breakfast. Then, we spent our very very very sweet but non diabetic time on the bus. HAAAAAA....Lega hati aku dapat lepaskan rindu padanya...HAAAAAA. I showed her Adik Nurish soo random messaging me. HAHA...soo cute of her..LOve u many many ADIK...Then, I whacked her head for not listening to me. Slept late and formed red eye. HAIS...

As we were on our sweet journey, she rest her head on my shoulder and hugged my hand. Thus, I rest my head on her head. HAAAA...finally got to spend my time that was for a while yet sweet,precious and lovely with her. I told her what happened when i was at her home and she was not there as she had guitar camp. Then I told her that I am afraid about Nureel as she treats her homework and chemistry not serious as she really hate it and she follows her friends because she was not alone. Then I also told her that no matter wat, Im gonna help all her siblings.

Enough talk. My mind was dead so as my eyes. SOO SLEEPY...so did she. Then we have a rest and nap throughout the remaining precious journey. She slept so comfortable with me next to her and a her head on my shoulder, while her hands hugged my left hand tight. I want to sleep but i cant because as a guy, i must protect her from anything and I was her bodyguard. Watching her peaceful sleep in comfort very next to me, I knew how tired and sleepy she was. She need to sacrifice almost everything including time to study for her major exams in about 9 more months. As she was sleeping, I KISSED HER HEAD WITH FULL OF MY CARE AND CONCERNED TO HER. I don't want to lose her. I DON'T WANT TO LOSE HER. I had enough of losing a girl in my life. I closed my eyes, opened up my heart, move my mouth to her head and kissed her. Hope she won't know about it as she was sleeping tightly.GRR...1 more stop to reach. I slowly woke her up and she continued sleeping. In my heart, i always hope it was an endless journey but sadly no..HUHUHU =(

I carried her bag and sent her to school till the traffic light. I had enough of taking 81 as I will knocked my head hard against the window when the stupid sharp corner on the stupid expressway. I STILL MISS HER..HUHUHUHUHU.....SOBS TO THE MAX. However, the short moment of spending time with her together in the bus was precious and lovely and very meaningful to me.....and SHE NOTICED I KISSED HER HEAD....AHHHHHHHHHH PAISEEEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY....
I TOT SHE WAS ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ BUT SHE NOTICED IT.....AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH