Thursday, April 1, 2010 2:21 AM
The hope and dreams that may come true
Yesterday, I came to her house as per normal. Teach Nurish piano. Then, went to pray and wish that god answers all my calls. Then, her mum made for me sausage pastry. SOOOO YUMMY. I ate it with chilli sauce. Then i conducted her 1st test on piano. Sigh. Quite disappointing. Back to basic girl. Do learn your basic. Slowly upgrades youself. Do take your time. Nothing to be rushed for. Then, Nureel came back from her school. Then II. I taught she was having her cca but she backed out as she was sick....II.....TT IS WORRIED ABOUT YOU......PLEASE RECOVER SOOOOON...
Then, her mum made me lasagna. WHOOOOOOOWWWWWHHHH......power baby.... Yummy.. and i added chilli sauce to make it more sexy. HAHAHAHA. All of us ate together as if we were a family. Then we had a great long yet fun chat about Cik Rohaya's big family. OH GOD...Im sooo happy for her united and happy big family. Unlike me =( ..... I shall not talk about my small family.
Peace out peeps. They go Genting highlands like many many times unlike my family. Haiz.. Go KL, waste money and time. Hmm...my family is a total opposite to her family. My heart shrink in sadness when they talked to me about their every happy trip. I'd wished my family will be an adventurous one like them but....forget it.
I was very surprised that Cik Rohaya said that she intended to bring me along back to her lovely kampong. I was very glad about it. But...hais...as if my stricted mum let me go and my hard-heart dad give me permission. My dad started to be more strict. But not really. He seems to not support me about this matter which he always did. Im start to worry about my family now. My sis....er...........ah its ok.....whats the fucking point to say about her...... I have tried my very best to make my family 'get along' with her family. However, all my efforts come down to waste. Argh Fuck it....Thanx to someone....that i shall never tell who...Thanx to someone.... that i always betray myself....Thanx to someone....that always win and make me lose... Nothing else to say......
TT is very disappointed........to someone......but being cheered......by II and her happy family.....