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Her heart was hurt by someone yesterday...I shall not mentioned who...I cant believe that someone dare to hurt heart...NO ONE SHALL HURT MY II Otherwise...Im gonna transform to the DEVIL OF ME which i believe once i transform, i wont change back...

Yesterday night, she messaged me with her shattered heart what happened. I was so angry to someone. She really wanna teach someone manners but i stopped her. This is because she will be the oil while someone is the flame. I am the water. II is yet to learn how to be water and Im gonna teach her. For your information, if someone hurt my feeling, I will still be water but THERE IS A LIMIT. I dun wan to transform to be devil as...Im worst much worst than someone...flame from hell is everywhere around me. Thats why it is very difficult to see me get angry and be a devil that is full of sin.

I replied her 'ignore someone please'. She replied 'if thats wat u say, i will follow'. Then, i put off her flames and fixed her shattered heart. Thanx god, she was back to normal. Phew, I am the water afterall. But when i changed to flame, no one dares to be the water to put off my flame and no one can.

Today, i got to see my FUTURE IN LAWS. They are Cik Rohaya and Cik Ismail. Thousands of emotions gathered around me but, no matter what...I shall win their heart especially Cik Rohaya. She is sooooooo sweet and carrying mother. Im very proud of her that she really DISCIPLINED all her children well as 1 of them entered JC. In fact, 2 of her children that i knew are soooo sweet and adorable. They really touched my heart...Love you BOTH..MUAX. Nervous,scared, happy,shy, funny, brave,embarrassed are the few emotions that gathered around me. Many more but i dun wanna waste my precious time to list them all.

Just now morning was a mystery to me. This is what happened. I was sleeping and snoring with my eyes closed (like duh), then my mum switched on the light and said 'Taufiq, jangan terlalu serious dengan your gf'. I was like...am I dreaming or was it a reality...Im still unsure...My mind was off to lalaland during that incident. Im still wondering is it true that my mum woke me up just to say that? If she said that, what she means and what she's trying to imply the meaning that lies in her heart to me? It is a mystery to me and Im gonna investigate that case. Was it my mum that said to me in this world of reality or is it an illusion or a dream of mine? U wanna help me? I dun mind =)

II....TT is worried about U...